To the future,
Thank you for holding her hand for she is the most beautiful creation in this world.
Please ensure you keep her safe and happy, tucked away from the harsh world outside for I failed to do so.
Please ensure that you make her smile for I could only give tears.
Please ensure that you treat her right for I brought only pain.
Please ensure that you are present when she is at her lowest for I could only wish to be besides her every single moment.
Please hug her often for I could only yearn for her embrace forever.
Please compliment her for my words always failed to bring a smile.
Please always be besides her for I made the mistake of sailing away.
Please accept her the way she is for I couldn’t say she is mine.
Please let her mistakes be forgiven for she is a little child with a golden heart.
Please do not make her cry for I will inflict pain on you multiplied several times.
She is a grown up lady with a mind of her own. Respect that. Happiness for her is in the smallest of things. Remember that. She needs her space. Ensure that.
With so many years passing by, I could not get the courage to walk up to her and speak my heart out after we split. Do not make that mistake. More than her happiness, I wished to be always present when she was sad, but I failed. Do not make that mistake. When she went crazy, I went away. Do not make that mistake.
Show her always how much you want to be with her. I went mute but you do not make that mistake. Good moments aside, love is to fight together in all the struggles, in all the ups and downs. I failed but you do not make that mistake.
Keep this in mind, if I ever get a chance to show her how much I love her, I will sweep her away from her feet and carry her around the world. Take her to places where she always wanted to go. Not because she cannot go alone. But because I want to be besides her when the sun rays kiss her eyes on the mountains and the wind brushes her cheeks on the beaches. I want to be lost in her, with her forever. Never to be found again.
Maybe someday we will meet again. We will be friends once again. We will fall in LOVE all over again.